okay... this is to satisfy the voyeur and sadist in you. i know this is rather late but you all know i succumb to procrastination too easily.

the class dinner on friday was almost ...erm.. suicidal. i was conveniently sandwiched between rudy lee and richard, and it doesn't pay to be overly enthusiastic. the chat with rudy revolved around university, ambition, etc. not unexpected. however, he went off tangent to the friendly chat and commented that i should be more proactive in arranging for consultations - very much like the conversion we had earlier in the day (eg. when receiving my result slip). just when i thought the worst was over, and that i could take a well-deserved rest, richard attacked from the "other side"... (you can stop laughing already). at least i could confide in the extra healthy food!

and of course, who can forget the phallic sculpture at the esplanade foyer and how rich suggested i sit on it. ahem. i shan't elaborate for the benefit of the underaged. coincidentally, i was placed beside richard again by the river. yes, jon had much fun, but he didn't leave unscathed either. guess rich was the ultimate winner.

the gurlsa re complex. a unique personality which is unknown to an astonishing, or rather, astonished half of this world. yet as much as we try to comprehend this profound side.. we.. we.. just cant. perhaps it'd just etch itself into our memories as just an unbreechable.. thing. we might.. understand in the future.. but now, at present, not a chance. i guess...

on inherent assumptions, it is accurate. *waits for liqian to start laughing first*

haha i was lazily browsing through google.. you know.. one of those languid days where time just crawls... and guess what i found... -grinz-

nic: an organization responsible for supplying information for component networks that comprise the Internet.

haha.. until i saw what was next...

jonathan: red late-ripening apple; primarily eaten raw

oh yes. end of daze. approaching soon. (all puns intended). =D

Since MTVs are so hot now, here's another :)
And who can forget this MTV... (paiseh, the two vids run simultaneously)

"Day" by Kim Bum Soo

for the boring and the bored (extremely helpful for gp?):
http://www.molloy.edu/academic/philosophy/sophia/topics/phiedu/Whitehead.htm

the guys should try this (and try not to lie):
http://www.theferrett.com/purity/

"Because I'm A Girl" MTV by Kiss...
Beware: It's a huge file! Not for the impatient-hearted :)

today's sgidol sucked! everybody literally stoned at the disco dance floor while i nearly fell asleep in the comfort of the sofa. i wonder why i'm still such an ardent fan; perhaps mocking some of the idol hopefuls for their impotence is enjoyable afterall. in fact, at one point, i actually lowered my expectations to having admit jasmine trias was good :) fortunately, i was jerked back to my senses by an unforgiving article in Life to realise the american idols are just amateurish. what a sad life.

and hum, wives are traditionally supposed to follow their husbands. so, stop the booing.

i was listening to 斷了的弦 , its such a nice song.. haha and it seems to let my repeat button work overtime -grinz- i guess i can somewhat relate to it, but i was pretty nonchalent when listening to it.. has time healed all wounds..?

cip's histrionic antics seem to very uncalled-for. it verges on the farcical.. and no one seems to buy it. his sudden outbursts of dynamics are certainly very harrowing, and always seem to raise a few eyebrows. upon (concerned) probing, he appears to be lackadaisical and lugubrious, but i tend to pass it off as a mere front...? i'm not sure, he seems to have changed a lot, or has he..? i know its bad to talk like this, but sometimes he toes the line.. abit too much, and abit too often. his words have a ludricious bearing to it and there lies a certain air of deception around him, which no one can read into nor comprehend. i guess sometimes a pinch of humility would do him good.

HUM COMPLETED TONTIE!!! i knew there was an aimbot somewhere... =D

the reply came 34 hours 23 mins 7 seconds later. i am shocked.

'斷了的弦再彈一遍
我的世界你不在裡面'

to that someone...

'i suppose i should wish you success. but that is too easy. i would like to wish you something that is harder to come by. so i am going to wish you meaning in life. and meaning is not something you stumble across like the answer to a riddle or the prize in a treasure hunt. meaning is something you build into your life. you build it out of your own past, out of your affections and loyalties, out of the experience of humankind as it is passed on to you; out of your own talent and understanding, out of things and people you love, out of the values of which you are willing to sacrifice something, the ingredients are there. you are the only one who can put them together into that unique pattern that will be your life. let it be a life that has dignity and meaning for you. if it does, then the particular balance of success or failure, is of less account.'

on a lighter note, tower def is intereesting. haha. it kinda makes you feel good to just attack, or defend, to that effect. needs a fair bit of technique, but still thoroughly entertaining.

i hate datelines. they give me pressure, and when pressure surmounts to an uncontrollable level, an unbreechable dimension, well lets just say i wont be the friendliest person around then. an unnecessary evil, but, oh well.

all this time you were pretending,
so much for my happy ending...